I should've known, that after performing like a wonder woman and succeeding in steering some events away from disasters and to a successfull finish, that a timespan of bad luck, unhappiness and fail was long overdue.

I don't like it when friends act ungratefully.
I don't like feeling lonely, especially in crowded places.
And I really get mad when you promise me you'll come, only to leave again the next moment, because something more entertaining has come up.
Makes me feel like I don't matter enough to make you stay.
Even when you _promised_.
Feels like the friendship we have doesn't mean a thing to you.
Feels like a stab.
Hurts just as much.